On 18th December 2013 my Mum was diagnosed with Breast Cancer so 2014 looked really awful and I didn't think I'd have my Mum with me by the end of the year. She's been amazing and so so strong! I don't know how she has done it or coped with it. I love her so much!
So much has happened this year, like starting to go out with the girls from college more and just relaxing rather than stressing out about college. In my first year of college I didn't get the grades that truly reflected my abilities but I was proud because my teachers didn't think I'd even complete the year! Actually getting grades and proving them wrong makes me so happy and I have so much to look forward to this year because of that.
I cannot wait to start university in September! I am working my butt off this year and planning every detail so that I am prepared. My anxiety hasn't been so overwhelming in the last few months which I'm grateful for but I know by the time exams and results and summer come around, it will flair up again. I just need to find some strategies to make it easier to cope with. (Any advice?)
As I've said before, I have lots of plans for 2015 and I am so excited! I can't wait to see what this year holds and the memories that I will make.
There's a few things I definitely want to do this year:
- Take a photograph of myself every day to see how much I change
- Wear more make up and style my hair differently
- Dye my hair (lighter but I don't know what colour yet)
- Be more confident academically and socially
I think that's it for now!
Have a brilliant 2015 and I'll see you on the flip side!
Kazia x
