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5/5 stars! |
I rated this book 5 stars and Sara Barnard continues to be my favourite author right now! This is basically an entire post of me gushing about my love for this book and Sara! I can't wait for her to write more books, I still have to read Goodbye, Perfect.
CAUTION: SPOILERS AHEAD!
I made so many notes while reading this one because I loved it so much! I felt like I could relate to the main character Steffi more than I ever have before because she is a selective mute. She also suffers with anxiety.
The deaf representation in this book is amazing! I don't think I've ever read a book about deafness or that included British Sign Language. I have recommended this to my Step Mum as she is deaf and I would like to know if it is a good representation of how she lives her life in a silent world. (I am nervous about that though as there is a sex scene in this book - more on that later)
I love this quote "Little victories are everything in a world where worst case scenarios are on an endless loop in your head." p.78
The sibling relationships felt genuine and I love that Tem's little brother Davey wanted to be a fairy like Steffi's little sister Bell. I love that no one said he couldn't just because he's a boy. Not much was said about Clark's death although Steffi's parents are overprotective and don't want her to go to university even though (in my opinion) they should be building her up and encouraging her dreams. Having anxiety is bad enough and I know that going to university was extremely overwhelming for me but I had to go to get to where I am now.
At one point Steffi and Tem take selfies and I don't think enough YA books mention the use of mobile phones even though we all know that nearly everyone is attached to their phones in the real world.
I loved the one tiny scene that mentioned a girl in Steffi's class called Kasia! My name is so uncommon and to read about "me" is amazing! It's one of those things I really love...now to get personalised gifts with my name on... (That will be the day!)
The halloween party was so good! Rhys as a mime is genius! I didn't understand at first and then the realisation hit me and omg yesss!! It also meant that Steffi and Rhys could use sign language at the party and no one would think anything of it which is brilliant because drunk teens might not accept it so easily.
I love love love the sex scene when Rhys and Steffi go on their adventure to Edinburgh! It is not very common in YA books. It is also not like any sex scenes I have read about - it is truthful. The awkwardness, the exploration, the feelings that are shared.
Kazia